HEY

Yo, whats up guys. It's been awhile, sorry! I had a weird dream last night which is why i decided to come back and post again. Heres what happened.


  So i wake up in my actual room by a security guard wearing the same clothes our actual campus guards wear. Name of company and all. He's saying we have to go get the other "survivors" from their vacation. It's almost 9 a.m and that's our window of opportunity to go out without being harassed by "them?

Needless to say i got up and followed him down to the garage where me and several others got into the same van we have here on campus. Decals and all.Out the window i see a BMW 535i trunk lid with some damage in the back A little boy maybe 10-13 says hi other the other conversations. He looks just like duddits from DreamCatcher. Somehow i have a bag of hot dog rolls and i'm dipping them in garlic sauce from papa johns. Odd. SO we're driving through the streets of some city. Cars are strewn about and the insides of the storefronts look desolate and ravaged. All of a sudden i see duddits running across the street chasing a golden retriever with a rolled up paper


I blank out and when i wake up we're careening into a garage and some how we went right through those cement upright barricades without even a jolt. We come to a halt and i see 5 people running down the stairs out a building with "Hilton" on it in dark red lights. They hop in and i continue to eat my garlic hot dog buns. In the distance i hear screeches.

We peel off and back to our campus where the driving security guard is confronted about the BMW trunk lid i saw earlier. It was another guard's BMW that got hit and the trunk lid came off. He's bickering to our driver and all he says is that with the shape of the world, a trunk lid is the least of your worries. Then a old lady in the van gasps and i hear another screech and see a man at the mouth of the garage get engulfed by a white misty creature shaped like a specter and fall over presumably dead. Gashes and wounds appear through the dark green sweater shortly after the misty creature leaves his body.

I wake up.
 

Life as a Traveling Pitchman.

Yesterday i was paired with a Account Executive from North Carolina. He was there to teach me the ropes of Sales and etc and we had a hour long drive from St. Louis to Germantown, IL to talk about the job and life. I found out that he he's a recent grad of Wake Forest with a degree in Anthropology and that he loves 240sx's (real surprising, we really bonded on about cars and calling people dicks :D )

In a nutshell, i love my new job. I meet people. I get the newly met people to buy or get acquainted with Quill.com, a office supply retailer. I leave that small business hopefully with a sale and or a future customer of Quill.com. Only bad part is that you get paid on commission, but if i make 6-8 sales a week, i get reasonable pay (400-700  paid weekly). Like i said, i need to make sales to get paid.

I'm not worried. :) BYE

Great News!

Today i just went to my "Meeting" interview where i sat down with the president of the marketing firm i'm currently looking to be working with. I pretty much knocked it out of the ballpark and was invited to tomorrow's shadowing interview where i follow some of the clients and other salesmen as they trek to various businesses.

Such a amazing feeling to be so prosperous in a city I've only known for little over 3 weeks. It feels great to have such a high level of confidence for once. I'll be working as a account manager next week most likely, i have the love of my life a phone call away. I wore a nice shirt and slacks again and pranced around downtown as if i was some important young man fresh out of college and into the world of 50k-a-year workplaces.

I can't wait for my first paycheck in several months. I'll be setting aside money for some nice George dress shirts and slacks. Maybe a suit jacket or two. Life is great right now. I'll be back in action taking pictures and making movies in no time guys. Just keep being patient okay?

On a side note. My blog has reached past 1k page views. I don't know who's coming back constantly, but thanks guys. It's a milestone to me in something i didn't really even think would take off the way it did. Keep referring my blog to your friends and i'm sorry i don't update much. It's not that i don't care, just really busy and i don't have my own computer. Bye bye!

HEY

HOW ARE YOU GUISE?

I'm in St.Louis. I've actually been here for maybe a week and a half. All i know is that i've been here since August 23rd  and it's been a blast so far. I had a place since day 1 and i plan on making the best out of the amazing shelter/school i'm residing at because i only have maybe 20 something more days and still no job. However i feel that i'm getting close to more greatness in my life so far.


Day 1 i ended up meeting some great St.Louis peoples. My first being a Cabbie who allowed me to ride free to the first shelter which was unreliable. Then the 2nd and 3rd person who made a lasting a impression, Kelly and Rob. They managed to get me into the place i'm in today, Covenant House.

To be honest, it feels like everything is falling into place. I met a Cab driver who allowed me to meet Kelly and Rob, who then got me into Covenant House and now I'm meeting all these great workers inside covenant house who will be able to thrust me into success.  Life is just great now but like i said earlier. Time is of the essence and i have 20 days.

Lets get to it. Did i mention i love my lover Aurora? :) Can't wait to be with her and our pretend child baby bear all weekend <3 Love youu

More De ja vu.

It's that moment again. Where you feel as if your about to accomplish something. However instead of "knowing" when it will happen. You don't. Take 4 (to be honest i don't even know anymore how many times since Feburary.) Missouri visit. This time i'm close to selling my computer. I have 3 guys willing to buy it at the stupid low price of $350. Yes... $350 for...

AMD Athlon II X4 645 @ 3.00GHZ
4GB G.SKill DDR3 1600
HIS 5770 1GB
MSI 770 G45 Gamer Motherboard
32" Monitor
650w Tuniq Potency PSU (A rare PSU maybe.)

It's literally a steal and whoever buys it can easily load it with a bigger hard drive and Win7 and resale it for maybe double that price. Whatever the cost it takes to go see her. I can take. I'll just rebuild a computer :)

Taking anger management classes too. Bye.

Nail Biting...

It's getting down to the wire. The Six Flags trip that my girlfriend got planned for the 29th was just postponed to the 9th of August. That's great because i have a better chance of us going together now. The computer is still in my possession. Can't find any buyers at all. Not even someone willing to go at least 350...

More news...


I went to the mall because i got kicked out the casino/hotel with David (my brother) because he wasn't supposed to be in there in the first place and he told the security that he was with me... FFS. Now back to the mall story. I browsed in Victoria's Secret and was approached by a rep. We chatted about and i asked for a job and come to find out i was chatting up the hiring manager and she told me to go download the app asap and bring it back as they will be hiring in the coming 2 weeks. SUCCESS.

More good news in terms of money. I got a call from sears for my mother I'm guessing and partially me for a job. My phone died mid-call, so i must call back, but I'm sure we'll grab the jobs. I don't feel like selling my computer anymore, but I'm sure i went over that already. I've found MORE songs that i wanna use for videos. At this point i may just go after a media career temporarily.

I got a really great B-Day gift coming too. CAN'T WAIT. BYE

EXCELLENCE

So i got some epic news guise. I spoke with a program that is willing to take me in down in Missouri and also put me on reserve at a mission for housing while i wait for my interview and etc into the group house program. I'm not at all embarrassed about it manly for the fact that i'm moving to a new city and etc.

I CANNOT wait to get the funds to get my one-way ticket. I kinda want to keep my computer rather than sell it. I've been wanting to get back to editing movies so badly and there's bountiful amounts of songs i want to use. In fact there is about 3 or 4 alone that i have plans for.

Today i also looked at PC parts and my mouth went agape... So many cheap upgrades available, it's ridiculous...

$50- 8GB DDR3 Ram
$160- AMD 6890 GXF card <3 <3 Cannot waaaaait to get monies!

BYE

Jobs

Jobs are hard NOT hard to come by. It's getting hired by one that's ever so tricky. The reason i don't ask for much (dad, mom, everyone else. You know this) is because I'm tired of being told no, I'm sorry, your not qualified.

The reason i bring this up is because I'm REALLY confident I'll land this internship at Xboxinformer.com. I have the passion for gaming, witty humor, and pretty decent writing ability to move forward for once in my life and say...

 "Hey you... Remember when you told me that I'm addicted to games? Look where it got me. And no you can't have a dollar"

 When i do grab this internship, it'll be the turning point i needed all these depressing years in the job seeking field. If i don't, Middle East heeeeere i come! I have years of experience in quickscoping and bunny hopping and i plan on using every ounce of it destroying insurgents!

Please don't take that seriously. Although my last resort of joining the army is closing in unfortunately.

BYE

Hello

Hi there. I'm baack. Well job searching has been pretty much like back in clinton and va. Going nowhere. I got my hopes up and swindled by my own mother and believing her constant drawls of there being prosperity here. But i'm just not meant to be on the recieiving end of it i suppose. In order to fund my happiness, i need to sell my gaming computer because quite frankly it's not of much use right now living in a van and hotel from time to time and i need the money to go on a vacation badly. If i do get a job, i'll just build a new one.

More bad news. The STL Housing authority has a waiting list. The list can open any time, but the wait is astronomical... So it looks like i'll have to go either to...

1. A shelter here and be homeless alone unless...
2. Job Corps (even though i've already graduated from there)
3.  Teen homeless program

But if none of those are able to occur then i'll have to

1. Hold some managers at gunpoint and forcefully gain a job.
2. Become a male hooker.

If even those don't work then

1. Become a drug dealer.

If that even fails

1. Jump off a tall building.

If i die then

1. Oh shit. Eh oh well.

If i don't

1. Become famous and get publicity and such.

But if i don't end up doing the jump then i can always join the army and hope that

1. I survive and get all the enlistment bonuses and such
2. Get all the enlistment bonuses and get messed up enough to get discharged

Man life sucks.

Also i noticed that i've earned 14 cents off this blog. I made it for the sole reason to let others step into my life and see my works. I didn't expect to earn money off it (even though i've been REALLY money hungry lately) but if your a dedicated reader or even a person who just stopped by, give my blog some exposure. Post in my chatbox that you've done so and i'll be glad to use your link in your name to properly advertise and expose your blog.

I've also been told i'm hilarious. I don't think i'm completely side splitting, but maybe i've found a new profession i can get into? People would be surprised at what you can discover when your yourself. I know i discovered i walk like a boss when sleepy.

Byee

((Relationship Corner)) Reality Check

Ok hii people. Long time no post. Still much better than the month long pauses. Anyways, i was checking my e-mails for job postings and etc as always when i noticed a e-mail from eharmony (i had signed up last year after breaking contact with the current love interest temporarly), and it said "The top 8 reasons women/men fall out of love" and after reading the women portion...

She just may be falling out of love.

I then started reading the men version and so far

He Doesn’t Sense that You’re In His Corner.(4/8)

Men place a very high value on loyalty. He needs to know that you’re in his corner – his foxhole. When the bullets are flying overhead and life is tough, he needs a woman who has his back. If he’s pulling away and lost that loving feeling, it could be because he feels that during important times you weren’t the loyal partner he needs.

He stops feeling admired.(7/8)

Many therapists and psychologists have written about how women desire to be cherished and men desire to be admired. For some reason the notion that a woman might admire her man is off-putting to some women. But it is so important to his attraction. A man who senses that he cannot earn your admiration slowly starts to lose interest in the relationship.

BOTH i can seriously relate and can easily say are my nit-picks of the relationship. I see this as a sign. Not long ago (maybe 2 hours ago) i started reconsidering my plans for the year of moving on my own to St.Louis. I'm not worried about the "dangers" the city holds. i grew up in Southeast D.C which i can easily pass as the east coast urban compton without a doubt. I'm 19 and moving to a foriegn city with no connections but her and her family which apparently adored me, but lately has passed me on according to her after our "temporary" break-up. I'm in a decision rut again as always and it's always the same issue.

So far my life isn't in ruins to say. It's a city thats in a occuring battle. Stores are crumbling and lots of good times are dying at the hands of bad times. I'll have to wait for my life's first major "good" victory before making a decision and at the moment it can be between 2 different battles.

My relationship or getting decent work here. If i get good work. Thats a battle won. If i rekindle my relationship. Thats a battle won. If i finally move sucessfully and prosper with Aurora or find someone else. That people. Is a war won.

G'Night people.

New start!

Tomorrow should be moving day for real. As in bye Virginia, hello Delaware. Pleeeease let me get this lowly casino docks job that pays WEEKLY... I need to do something epic for my Bday and just money in general. Will upload mixes later.

Dubstep Mix and DNB Mix

Dubstep: http://www.mediafire.com/?ypsqjdaz4hrh0xd

DNB: http://www.mediafire.com/?1rwpuoa0cob9pe8

Enjoy guys :)

GASP.

I am single. I'm naturally high right now. That is all.

Day 3-4: The race.

Hey Guys. Had a minor practice session Friday. Wasn't worth noting and Yesterday i was racing of course, so i couldn't make a entry. here's a recap.

Qualifying: First couple of laps were bad. First 2 inlaps resulted in spins and damage. 3rd in lap and flying lap attempt resulted in a 3:40. Fastest time yet and a 2nd place starting position.

Race start/ Hour 1: Great start. Very consistent pace running avg 3:41-42. Lead P2 Cars started pulling away but accidents on the exit of Ford Chicane forced them to take very long pitstops. We move into 1st in Class.

Hour 2: Spin at Porsche curves. Very minor damage. Loss of 1 mph on straights. several laps later i make a attempt at trying to pass a overzealous Porsche GT2 car in the same area and spin. He t-Bones me and we sustain heavy damage. Car begins to top out at only 169 mph and we make 2 different pitstops. One before the accident for fuel and tires and the repair one. Fall down to 2nd in class.

Hour 3: Just leading into hour 3, coming up the front strech and into the esses before dunlop bridge, i snag the rear on the apron and lose the car. Happened at about 140mph... Front nose panel lost and heavy rear end damage. Yet another lengthy pitstop and we are now last in the  running order in our class by 2 minutes. The car handles atrociously and only maxing out at 166 mph on the straights. GT1 cars shove past us when they are a lap down and GT2 Cars challenge us on the straights. The track lighting is broken however and the race is restarted giving everyone a clean slate and will have 20 hours and 30 minutes remaining on the clock.

Hour 4:  The race is restarted. Everyone gets off perfectly. lap 3 (really lap 40ish something) ends badly for Audi and Pug. Both crash out, next lap later, Zytek crashes out. We learn from mistakes and keep the foot planted albeit conservatively and make it through the hour unscathed.


Hour 5: Heading into the Ford Chicanes, and ballsy Aston Martin GT1 bumps into us giving us minor damage. Monitoring the situation a lap and a half later, first reports of no speed loss are overruled.  Near the end of the hour, we spin under dunlop bridge and gain minor rear quarter panel damage. Despite the loss of 2 mph, i set a record time for the team. 3:39 Sitting in 3rd place and playing catch-up to 1st and 2nd.

Hour 6: After driving for about 5 total hours. I take a well need breather and give my mate 2 more stints while i eat up. 2 seconds off my pace, but holding up. We get passed for 1st and never regain it back other than by pitstops.

Hour 7: A foolish error on my part. On reds (highly worn tires) i enter the esses under dunlop too fast and pressed by 2nd in our class and spin. 2nd place passes us into 1st and i give chase only to spin yet again going into tetre rouge. Heavy rear end damage. Rear suspension bent and we have to crawl 7 miles back to the pits. My last stint for a couple of hours.

Hour 8: I monitor my mate drive and scour the rest of the field to see how they are doing. 4th and 5th place in our class are 3 laps back still after all the incidents earlier so they are not a threat. I fall asleep.


Hour 9: Asleep. possibly front end damage caused during this period

Hour 10: Asleep. possibly front end damage caused during this period.

Hour 11: I wake up and find that our driver has passed 2nd place and our sister Acura who was in 2nd is a lap down. Near the end of the hour i take the reins yet again.

Hour 12: The car handles horrifically. Grip level is near zero even with TC on. Pitstop is made and the car is back to normal. Still slow on straights getting 170 instead of 179 like lead p2's.  Nearing the end of the hour, i lose it into indy and smash into the guardrail. Heavy frontal damage. I limp back to pits and switch over to my teammate. He would drive on for the rest of the rest.

Hour 13-16: Asleep.  I wake up with 9 hours and 40 minutes remaining to see "Runtime error, program must be terminated". All the hard work and practice gone. I'm not devastated, angry, depressed (maybe a little after Peugeot not winning the real thing).

It was a great experience i think. Fun racing and i had a blast during the good times of the race. Can only attack the moment with a "We'll be back next year hopefully". So far my original 24 Hours of Le mans with Sports Car GT still stands as my only fully completed Endurance Race that was in sync with the real thing. Yes i'm saddened heavily. I DNF'd in a well prepared race not because of my car, but because of technical difficulties. With all the mishaps that have overtaken us within 15 hours alone, finishing the race alone would have been excellent no matter what position.

But i couldn't have that. Not only did i DNF, but my beloved Peugeots failed to defeat a lone Audi 3 strong at the real event this afternoon in France despite having blocking maneuvers placed on the lone Audi by the peugeots several times.  I felt like crying along with the team, but simply shuddered back into my chair and remembered that the 24 Hours of Nordsclife. May take part in it, may not. It's in the air as of right now. Would take weeks to prepare for as it's a 16 mile massive track consisting of mostly blind turns, sweeping bends and tight areas.



I took today's losses heavily, hope i get through okay.  peace.

Day 2: Darkness.

Well today i didn't do much in terms of preperation other than setup testing for a few laps in qualifying testing and then a 2 hour stint at night to ready me for nighttime racing in drowsy conditions. Needless to say, it's TOUGH. My arms were on fire and the darkness lining my headlights was messing with my sleepy head.

However the test went absolutely AMAZING. In 2 hours i only managed to spin once because of an accident underneath Dunlop bridge and a car's hood was in the road and have a stunning off down at the first chicane on muslanne. I was about 5 car lengths behind a GT2 Porsche and i though i could outbrake it easily. I did and managed to get past, but locked up the brakes and skitted inches from the tire barrier and onto the runoff road. Probably the most hair raising experience of the test and for the remainder of the hour i stayed alert and cautious.

The Field behind me. Im in 4th place behind Pug, Audi, and a Dome closed cockpit P1 car. Green car is my teammate's car. Not in driver, but as in sister car.  The diagram on the right is my tire chart. I'm usually on it 90% of the time monitoring my tires and fuel. Any other time i'm checking my avg laptimes and rarely the distance between me and cars as i'm more focused on just driving rather "racing".

I will tell you this. The place is dark, but in game it's not as dark as real life, but still pretty dark. One particular place had me on nails whenever i was on old tires. This is not far down the road after "Indianapolis Corner". Well not far in P2 or P1's time frame and rate of speed :D

About 4 seconds later and running in pure darkness (well not pure in game), you come up on this corner which is where i've had the most bad luck in my past. Daytime and Night. Half of it is going in too fast and braking at the wrong time.  Look at my speed below the huge blue 6. Thats a 171 mph and by the time i get halfway around the corner, i'll be traveling at about 150. On 10 Lap tires, it's a harrowing experience.

Me running the paces down the strech for another dark dark lap around the Legendary 8 mile circuit. Ignore the stats you see. I had just pitted the lap before and let the AI drive so i can see what has happened over the course of 2 hours. The stats you see are from another car that had crashed out hence the 2 laps done and 38th rank.

Had fun today. looking forward to tomorrow. Bye

Day 1: Practice

Hey guys. Going to start updating you guys on my new Adventure. Le mans...

Ever since 2004, i've been making attempts at racing alongside major endurance races such as Sebring,  Le mans, Daytona and only once did i make it completely through the entire race... and that was my very first event.

Here's a recap of all the events i've attempted so far and why they failed as well as the game used in parenthesis


2005: 24 Hours of Le Mans (Sports car GT) Completed. Finished 7th overall, 2nd in class

2006: No races run

2007: 24 Hours of Le Mans (rfactor) DNF Lap 25 roughly 2 hours into race. Collision with another car upon entering Muslanne. Extensive Aero damage combined with high speed braking into 1st chicane sent doomed car into wall HARD.

Petit Le Mans 10 hours (GTR 2) DNF Lap 50 roughly a Hour into race. Underestimated car's airborne capabilities underneath Suzuki bridge. Lost grip, over corrected right into main straight's outer wall.

2008: Daytona 24 Hours (rfactor) DNF Lap unknown roughly 8 hours into race.  Lack of attention paid to the road. Missed braking zone by several feet and crashed into wall near tri-oval entry. If applied handbrake, could have missed wall if not cause minor damage.

Sebring 12 Hours (rfactor) DNF Lap unknown Roughly 10 and a half hours into race. Accidentally pressed "restart race" button. Was en route to completing first enduro in 3 years. Great experience and farthest ever gone to date.

24 Hours of Le Mans (rfactor) DNF lap unknown roughly 8 and a half hours into race. Was plagued with issues ever since a collision 2 hours before. Car began to have heating issues and finally the engine bit the dust 3 miles from pitlane. Was leading class and 9th overall. However there were only about 12 other cars running at the time. Horrible mod choice.

2009:  Spa 24 Hours (rfactor) DNF Lap 69 and Unknown time. I did a double stint keeping us in the top 10 majority of the race before heading out to the local cyber cafe. Come back at around 10 pm est time roughly 9 hours into race and find that the car is dnf'd. I let the AI drive...

Britcar 24 Hours (rfactor) DNF lap 30 Roughly Hour and a half into race. Collision with lower class car.No races run

2010:

Petit Le Mans 10 hours (rfactor) DNF Lap 23 Roughly 30 Minutes into race. Was streaming the race live when rfactor alt-tabbed and crashed. Wasn't too prepared for the race to begin with.

That brings me to present time. I'll be driving the Acura P2 ARX car with the XM satellite Livery. practice has been going excellent and with my years of experience, i've been showing MASSIVE amounts of promising results to come this weekend. So far i've been churning 3:43 lap times on my conserve mode and 3:40's on catch up/race mode. Minimal mistakes were made this morning's 2 hour stint practice as i made it through with no body damage, 3rd overall and 1st in class. However the competition will be stiff come race day as i'll be joined by at least 6 or 7 other P2 cars and p1 will be contested by a guaranteed 6 entries from Audi and Pug 3 cars respectively.


I've been practicing and looking for the right car to drive for nearly 2 months now as tackling a 24 hour race with you driving for at least 10 hours can take a mental and physical toll your body even virtually. You want a car that feels great not only in the early hours of the race, but that can stay consistent at night and make you feel secure. A car that can sprint to the finish when it's needed ain't so bad either. I've toyed with the though of keeping the usual Corvette tradition that  i've kept since 2008, but consider Pug is my all-time fav Le Mans manufacture/team, i turned so odd 50 laps with the 908 and felt that i didn't want to be in the p1 Cars just yet. I also though about using the GT2 Corvette. However it IS fun to drive and i feel comfortable in it for hours at a time, but it's understeery and harsh on tires and that's something i don't want to deal with for 10 hours. Only a couple of days ago did i try the Acura and i can say it's probably going to be my mainstay enduro car. Once i complete Le mans... Roll on Petit Le Mans

Here's a fun fact to end it. in 2004 I completed the Petit Le Mans. However it wasn't alongside the actual race and done on Console using 24 Hours of Le Mans PS2 game. Good thing for AI control because my father was moaning at me to clean my room mid-race.

Fifty 50 Chance.

Well. IT won't be long till i move to Dover, Delaware. I just learned that there IS a greyhound station nearby and that a bus route is available to use. More good news is that my chances of finding a job once there is pretty high. With that said, i can't wait to really move. I'll be farther from friends and basically unreachable in person until i get a car (Still hunting for a S13 or a FC).

Rocky relationship is still rocky and dysfunctional even more after the failed visit again, but who knows what will happen when i move. technically i'm moving about 100+ Miles farther away which pushes the distance a little over 1k Miles. Sheesh.

Been up all night and just had a bowl of cereal. Night night or good mornin

De ja Vu.

Well guys. Just like the last 2 Failed Attempts at to venture to St.Louis, this one failed as well. Except it was my money, and greyhound ate it. I just want to expose the ignorance this company possesses.

1. If you don't have a phone. You can forget about Customer Service. IT takes them 5 days and a phone call from a family member before responding. Not to mention i've sent about 11 e-mails to them over the course of the past 2 weeks and gotten only 1 repsonse back after they told me to get back into contact at the end of the week if i haven't received my tickets. Well. No response since monday. Go figure.

2. If the person calling on behalf of you constantly assures you that the traveler with the complaint/issue cannot call. Don't keep suggesting that he/she call. If that was a option, I WOULD BE TALKING TO YOU...

3. The customers are treated like garbage because it's the cheapest nationwide transportation and only bus company that offers nationwide coverage. They could fuck up all they want and it wouldn't affect them because we'd have to keep coming back.

With all that said and possibly 168 rare dollars gone. I don't know what to do anymore at this point. Is all this stress and shit really worth it anymore? It's getting hot and almost summer time. This is the absolute worst time of the year for anything to sour to happen. If you haven't guessed or know me. I loathe the heat more than anything. Couple that with anxiety, stress and anger and you get a walking atom bomb. We'll see what the next few weeks have to offer before i think rational as i'm moving to Dover unfortunately and away from any significant public transportation.

See with here in the DMV area, i can take the bus to the metro and literally ride it to the greyhound station, airport or whatever. I don't even have to walk no more than 400 steps because everything is so connected. In Dover, i highly doubt there is such system and if the greyhound station is far outside walking distance or if any buses even remotely go there, the relationship is indefinitely over.

Just have to wait and see.

on a more positive note, I'm faster than ever in LFS, started my own subsection in the clan i'm in (28 Rounds Later). It deals primarily in LFS and with driving skills and good leadership skills (when i feel like it) i feel that i can help 28 Rounds Later prosper.

Today fucking sucks. Bye.

Check it

New section of my blog. If i find something cool. "Check it out"

So do it! Check out this pretty awesome video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vz2OKSuuH6w&feature=channel_video_title

((Photography)) The Devil's Work

Religion graces every corner of our world. You can't run from it. Since the first car rolled out into the world's eyes. The question was asked...

What car would jesus drive? It would probably be a ecological breakthrough of a toyota or honda many would say. Or he wouldn't drive anything. Just hover to where ever he needs. But the Devil can't hover. He needs wheels and that begs the question. What would the hot headed horny guy drive? Not a lamborghini, too small. Not a Ferrari, can't overlap the red that is already present. Definitely not a R-35, too many electronics in risk of melting.

But what about it's little brother?

Ricky Chen isn't much of a religious man. he gets up every Sunday at nearly 2pm so church isn't much of a option, but he is a firm believer that when you drop the clutch and slam on that right foot device, the bowls of hell open underneath the hood and scream mercy to be let out.

Pushing a estimated 675hp, Ricky doesn't dare take it out on in the public roads except every now and then. 1. police harass 2.Religious people begin to count their blessings when they spot it. 3. No road can tame it.  So what does he do with it? Absolutely nothing. It sits in a car bubble in his garage until a car show comes up or a decently sized cruise rolls through. He thinks he spent too much on it to have it ruined on the track or bumped into at a street light, that's what he has his mildly modified Cobalt SS for.

  Aggressive form with rivaling Function all in one hellish package. The project is complete he says and has been for several months. He says that it's totally possible to make it into whatever he pleases considering the power output. Trackday/time attack, dragstrip, or drifter and he may enter any one of those disciplines, but not with this beauty.

Shit. Sorry.

I'm alive. Just so busy doing absolutely nothing and i have good internet. Nothing really has been worth noting since my last post other than the fact that i got my taxes and going to ST.Louis for about a week in well. A little over a week's time. Then couple days later, my mother's accomplice decided to become ignorant and headbutt me in a wal-mart parking lot because i exposed his lack of intelligence. Needless to say, I'm a gifter and love giving people what they ask for. He asked me for a ass-kicking and he got it in a fist wrapped box. people underestimate me when they see my wittle arms, but i'm teetering around 8% Body fat. Them arms are pure muscle mixed with lightning fast furious reflexes gained from years upon years of intense FPS Gaming.


Okay, i'm not that awesome. But you get the point to a extent :)
Once again, sorry for the absence.

In Gaming. I beat Dead Space 2 while i had no internet what so ever. It was hard as fuckkkk chapters 14 and 15. You have to haul all ass past enhanced versions of necromorphs, ALL while trying to hinder a immortal necromorph that stalks you the entire 2 levels. because of this, i entered the boss battle with literally 2 Javelin spears, 13 Cutter rounds,3 Line gun rounds and 40 Pulse Rifle bullets. Luckily for the boss battle, ammo was suddenly not as worrying at first glance, but still kept me conserving my rounds everytime i got a tiny sum.

In Production news, I'm going to start working on a video sometime either today or tomorrow. I've been toying around alot with the idea but just didn't get the push to start making manly because i LOATHE recording and ish. Every time im in a project, i can't stand recording and just wish to finish it so i can edit :). Except frag videos. Most of the time when doing those, you just hit the record key and let the frags play out before stop recording.

Also i made a person DnB Mix for my mp3 player. It's comprised of some my favorite songs i like to keep on repeat but are far apart on my mp3 player, so i mixed them in and added some stuff and it think it came out brilliant.  It's not for some fancy gig or a full fledged radio play, just pretty much for me myself and i, but i decided to let you guys grab it and get feedback. Been thinking about making another and so far everyone is wanting to hear a dubstep version. I don't really have many dub songs from recent times and alot of them come from 2006-2008 when it wasn't recognized hardly and wasn't watered down with pop influence to suit the needs of mainstream. As most of my friends know, i have a STRONG dislike for mainstream dubstep artists and fanboys who claim to love dubstep but name artists that fail to make my sub budge.

With that said. Expect a dubstep mix with the nasty ish from people like bar 9, benga, Skream, Tek9, Saxon and Chase, even some experiemental stuff from the DnB producers from the surge of Dub in Summer 2010.

As for Cars. I've been editing countless pictures for the blog for upcoming features and probably have about 9 different cars all ready for showcase and featuring. One coming nooooow.

WOW

Long time. no post. Sorry guys just didn't feel like waiting 2 minutes for blogger to load on this horribad Cricket 3g usb modem.In terms of my life. Everything is pretty swell. Still home alone going on almost 3 weeks but it's cool. I've learned ALOT about stove and oven cooking lmao. I feel that when we move in together, I'll be chef emril half the time. But the real reason i decided to wait all that time.

GAMINGGGG

If you don't know by now, i'm a avid minecraft player. Been since December last year when i tried it out and then bought it back in march but never really picked up smp until about a month ago. I literally bought it at first to use skins in Classic believe it or not. Tried Single Player survival, and then fell in love. My home started out as a little undergrounf hovel on a mini delta. Started digging and digging and it became my own man made system of caves. I started exploring again once wovles were introduced and found out there's a Lava fall nearby my hovel. I dug and made another little underground home. Then it dawned to me that i want to actually get off peaceful mode. SO i started the construction of my utopia. Wrapping from my first home hovel around in a square to the lava pit/pit with 30 block tall walls and 3 different entrances. It's still under construction as only the walls are built and a little farming plantation. When i get back on that world, i'll upload pictures.

My 2nd world consists of 2 pregenerated villages from a mod. However because i installed another on over top of it, They are ghost towns and the anti creeper barrier fell. So instead of being able to run amok amongst the zombies, skeletons, and spiders, i have to stay cowering on the village tower were my keep my dogs, chests, and basically everything else i had to move up there. What makes it fun is that roaming around the town at all times are different races and factions of humans. So at night it's a warzone as they attack creatures and creepers with the later occasionally doing involuntarily damage to the empty houses. I plan on loading just the village mod and editing the values so the distance between towns are extremely close and then once enough towns are loaded, reload the humans mod and then it'll be urban warfare muuuuawwwahahaha.



Another game I've been tinkering with lately for graphical output is rfactor. It looks pretty good without my mods, but i wanted more and the output took a couple of days to achieve but it is worth every hour spent. I REALLY wish my wheel was working. The graphics are AMAZING and even rival those of GT5 and Forza2 or 3 i think. As with other photos, i'll upload later in a separate post containing only those shots.

Another thing i noticed is that i have a joystick that's fully functional and has no point to be used anymore as my wheel is broken (i used it as a handbrake lever) so I'm going to pick up flying games and Sims pretty soon.

PEEEEEEACE YALL. Lubb you rorii <3

((Photography)) SplitPersonality

Some people have split personalities. They like to look good, but also like to get nitty and gritty. Make their face nice and shiny only to go out on center stage  to sweat out all the makeup.

Aurora's Rocket Bunny kitted XRT Turbo likes to prance around the car shows Midday only to head out at night on the town's backstreets to rip shit up.

The car you see is what the Aurora drifts with. No changes. No tweaks. He rolls to the show as you see and drifts it out the parking lot as you see. Form and Function at it's best.

 Classy. But Nasty.

Mmm.

OK. So the first half of the day went alright. There was a relationship hiccup amidst of it, but other than that, it was fairly smooth in my opinion. I Released screen shots publicly of the Pink S14 and Bunny XRT that you guys have yet to see. I managed to get a quick "almost lagfree" jailbreak game in earlier which was great. Scavier FINALLY released Z30 text patch for LFS. Only bad thing is that mods are incompatible with it. I can't use tweak with it to get the stance and fitment you guys crave so i have to have a separate install of lfs for that. Anything for you guys :) Speaking of which. 2 Features after this i swear!

I Kinda wanted to speak mind upon today's hiccup. In a nutshell. She seemed kinda upset at my tardiness to text back. I did and no response. I texted again at about 6 est and no response. I have a looming bad feeling I'm going to be told something in the next 15 hours that I'm not going to like. Either shes with a better male friend or a massive influx of tornadoes ripped through her neighborhood and she ended up in the hospital unable to text. It's the ONLY reason why she would text back by now.

Oh Well. On with the show they say. Car guys don't wait on stragglers amirite? Automotive porn on it's way. peace.
 

Progress.

So i made progress. I'm feeling abit better as some of you I've talked to recently have found out. It's like a wide scale terrorist attack in my mental state. It's over, but some things got lost in the process. I was having a hope/positive mental breakdown. i didn't have any type of positive thought process through my head for a week. Just all negativity and all kinds of "this won't happen." "Just forget it, it won't come true."

Well, one of those things was my relationship. I was granted with 420 dollars (no type of resemblance to today) which i would use to buy my hotel and round trip ticket to go visit my love. On friday the money was taken from me by the granter. By greed. Ever since then, i rarely talked to her and to anybody to be exact. There was an argument roughly a hour and 30 minutes ago and that feeling i felt friday to monday afternoon had reared it's ugly head again.

Do i continue living in a long distance relationship and continue torturing myself romantically? or do i make a attempt at having faith that I'll be able to visit her once more? Mind me that we planned twice in 2 months to visit only for both plans to crash and burn. first being in march and then having to anxiously wait a entire month only for the plan to explode before my eyes a mere 3 days before departure.

I give in and admit. I've lost nearly all faith since Friday. Lost distance relationships just aren't meant for teens. I'm giving a plan one more chance before i pull the cord out the wall. Hopefully (blast that word.) it'll go correctly as planned this time.  If not, then it just wasn't meant to be.

Before I'm jumped and eaten alive by people, no i do not have any current other interests. This just isn't how i want to live. It's like a obese kid being strapped to the wall of a room with a perfectly symmetrical fudgey chocolate ice cream cake on the other side of the room.

As for the remainder of the blog. it should go back to normal On Friday given how today and tomorrow goes.

I'm Alive.

Yep. I am. I'm going through issues at the moment that began on Friday and I'm still going through them pretty harshly right now. Don't really know when I'm to be fixed, but soon i guess. Don't expect any features or pictures soon. I'll be giving updates periodically however whenever i feel like getting out of bed and bothering to get on the computer. Bye.

Balancing on the edge of the cliff.

I'm quite honestly sick of this. I can't take no much more. It's too stressful. I would much rather just be out all day looking for a job, go to my current job and get back home at 2 am only to wake up at 8am and start the same day all over again.

Mother. She tries her hardest to try to guess me, figure me out, make assumptions. I don't know why. I'm the LAST person anyone should ever try to guess because im far too unique and different. If you know me in real life, you seen how i dress, you know how i talk. You can't pair me with anyone. She forces me to do stuff i don't want to do. My plan is to just go get a fucking job. I dont care if it's wal-mart, mcdonalds, or a IT job. I just want a job. Not a college in delaware so you can move there and gamble to your heart's desires. Don't mess with my plan.

Tom. He's not my father in ANYWAY shape or form. I don't even know if they are dating or what, but they're together. His way of thinking is that all a female is a pile of pleasure. He dosen't know love. He thinks i spend 400 dollars to go to St.Louis just to get a piece of ass. This is why these 2 fight every 10 minutes, cussing each other out, calling each other bitches and whores (i'm being completely serious). Don't mess with my relationship and down mine if you can't get your own straight with my mother (that goes for you to mother..)

It's my life, my girlfriend, we're better than you in every aspect. Take notes instead of negative jokes and maybe you guys can stop arguing every 10 minutes and push it up to 30 minutes.

Worlds longest roller coaster.

No I'm not referring to steel dragon 2000. In case you still don't know what it is. It's the longest roller coaster in the world at 8 thousand and something feet. Anyways. Life's a roller coaster. You just don't throw up as often and it doesn't end until you die (not a final destination reference :) Well...)

Okay straight to the point. It's been a rough ride for me the past year and a half. She knows who I'm speaking of. So many ups and downs and just recently we reached a big drop. A drop so massive, it lasted nearly a week and a half. We were about in the cirrus clouds before we hit that signature roller coaster drop. Probably came close to greeting the minions underground almost before we made the initiative to change our ways and ride back up the long hill to healing. We suffered some injuries that are still in serious condition from that drop, but we proved that we're experienced surgeons and can tackle these injuries. As i speak (or type), we're still heading upwards.

Tomorrow we plan on heading to Dover downs to make travel money for me so i can head over to st.Louis. I don't really mind now i guess i can say as i have a laptop to screw around on and i won't forget my mouse this time. I'll let you guys know when I'm for sure set to go, but if everything goes according to plan and my proposed gambling blackjack table shark can at least win me $500 before the day is over (Monday), then i can be set to leave Wednesday at 10 am and won't arrive until 8 the next morning (greyhound bus).

Future news time. The gaming section has been pretty dull lately, but thats because i've been busy. Working on the Photography Section, bio section, life, wife. Being a person is tiring, but i did manage to beat Crysis 2 the Night before. Amazing game in my opinion. Sure it's scripts are buggy as hell. from AI vocalization scripting going on the fritz, repeating lines over and over for a entire level like a voice in your head (seriously...Not to mention they are yelling it) to a level not ending, forcing you to repeat the entire thing over.  AI in combat is superb until at times they find themselves getting stuck on objects at times. They work together to flush you out. Listen for sounds (Great job at making cloak not so OP :) )when alerted. When you take out a guy who happens to be talking on the radio, the radio will cut and the units in the area will be alerted automatically. If stuff gets too hectic from them, they fire flares and call in reinforcements. Interesting storyline that makes you feel like the guy in the suit (and finally appropriate for once) and makes you want to know more about whats going on.

Insanely amazing graphical feat crytek has pulled off. Making a game as stunning as this run so smoothly on max settings on a mid range rig like mine:  3.0ghz Athlon II x4
                   4GB RIpjaw G.SKill 1600
                   HIS 5770 1GB
                    MSI 770 Gamer
I haven't tried multiplayer yet because quite frankly, i wasn't took good at the multiplayer demo and I'm content enough with my dosage of CSS. Crysis 2 makes for a great distraction from life when you need one. Lock your door, dim the lights and fire up that behemoth sitting under your computer desk and explore in a desolate bombed out New York City.

Fun Game and plays perfectly fine for the graphics it holds. Bugs and glitches however keep it from getting any higher 7.0/10

((Photography)) Slamburglar

For years the war has raged on about which side is better. West side or East side. From music, to food. personalities and more importantly. Cars. On the frontline of this battle is Matt Lomazoff's 240sx.

Hailing from  New Jersey, Matt's 240sx does the best of all 3 worlds. Looking pretty, going fast, and getting panties wet.

 From a grey and green beater, to the midnight Purple/ Navy colored beast from the east you see doing work, roughly little less than a year it's taken to rehab this oldie.

From engine issues, to broken suspension parts from "Driving accidents n the street", it's seen nearly it all. Completed last month just in time for the season for all the local tracks to open and parking lots to open up.

 One thing is seeing a nice ride. But seeing it transform from nothing to something is on a whole new level. It's like seeing a druggie turn into a shiny businessman.

Be on the look out for Matt and his pride and joy at NJ tracks fucking shit up east side style throughout the year.

((Photography)) Dark Envy

The Europeans don't really have much of a choice when it comes to VIP styling. Their Luxury cars tend to go upwards of 30k used alone and in order to import a decent Lexus, it's going to cost a arm or leg and some stress. The Accord over there is already over done. so what do they do? They go towards the BMW used car lot where one can pick up a 5 or 7 series for cheap pennies. Ryan Lynch did just that and saved this 535i from being bought by a boring couple.

Ryan slammed the bimmer on JIC coils and spaced the volk XT7's  to damn near perfect fitment.

 Did i mention slammed?

You can catch Ryan and his clean 535i at various BMW meets hosted around the UK. Proof that cheap can still be luxurious.         

                                         

 

Nightmare Begins.

So bad news. My mother didn't get the job in St.Louis. Still visiting hopefully. if we can't next week like planned, then it'll be a absolute crushing blow to my emotional state. More bad news. They came home...With david. Yay more bad shit! Time for my life to be ruined yet again but from now on, i'm taking no prisoners and not sugar coating shit. I'll holler  and bellow in his face everytime he fucks something up. I'd even go as far as ramming a cigarette down his throat so he'd start hating being around one. Sorry about not posting cars again. I was in the process, but with the shitty 3g cricket, it was one the add photos thing for nearly a hour and a half and never loaded.

Uh-Oh

Hehe. You guys will find this funny. So today was funny. I woke up no less than an hour ago and i start to clean up abit and cook pizza in the oven. I decided to burn time (no pun intended) and take out the trash. I walk back to the apartment and the main door managed to lock itself. Locked out my apartment with the oven on 400*F... With a tiny microwavable pizza inside. I got about 15 minutes to get the maintenance man to unlock my door before the house gets drenched in a horrible burning smell. Needless to say, i got in and pizza was barely ready. YAY.

    Rewind to last night, it was absolutely a dream. She was extremely tired and even fell asleep at one point at about 12:30ish before i came back to wake her. After that, she was pretty much up and we were rambling for about 4 hours about our school lives and past school life. Amazingly hilarious conversation that had us both in stitches.  Its dreamy and awesome nights like this that brings me to reality after a fuss to realize that I'm gifted with a angel. Forever in love with you Auroraaa<3.


  Sorry guys i slacked yesterday, was busy getting stuff done but that's why i take massive amounts of pictures on one day. So i can release them one by one in case something like this happens and i miss a day. Showcase soon! Can you guess what car it'll be? Its not Japanese, but it's a EURO! Over and Out.

((Photography)) Printed.

Aurora Wrancher is a normal American female teenager with the passion for bands such as Brokencyde, Bruno Mars, and Carolina Liars. She also has a fondness for Ugg boots, skinny jeans, and zebra print stuff. That's Where the similarities end. Her father was a working mechanic with a passion for automobiles which then soon drafted over to his daughter. 17 years later, that gasoline still runs deep through her veins...

The pink S14 Zenki you see above has been thoroughly tinkered and modified to Aurora's specifications by only herself and her father (her mother occasionally supplied the garage sandwhiches). Sporting a Sr20DET pushing 467HP to the rear wheels, this halfbreed zebra/car runs the street.

 
Sitting on18" Advan Racing Super Ver.2s on severely modified coils. "I wasn't into the slamming scene and hellaflush movement. But when i Photoshopped my car to see just what it would look like, it kinda had a Street rod chopped top look to it when fully lowered. Hot rods is what we grew up on" she said

 The interior was kept fairly stock minus the Nardi racing wheel for whenever Aurora wanted to go sideways at Santa Pod. A Confortable Jdm shifter and boot and basic radio setup with JBL tweeters. She's all go and decent enough show.

 Causing all the ruckus is a Tanabe medallion series Exhaust pipe which can be equipped with a silencer for whenever she's urban driving.

 If you haven't noticed by now. She loves her some zebra stripes. Bands like brokencyde (no surprise her favorite all time) flaunt constantly with zebra print apparel and with her pride and joy S14, she's no different. The hood is a one of a kind Zebra stripped carbon fiber hood with. What makes it different? It has a matching trunk lid. Call the mismatch hoods and body panels a fad. This one is truly in a league of it's own above those rusters.

"I absolutely love my car. I hope Brokencyde see's it because they inspired the zebra print and half this project. The main inspiration would have to be my Fiancee who got me into the s-chassis cars. Before i met him i was a hot rod girl"

 
A Couple in love with S-Chassis's, zebra print, and each other. Aurora's S14 is a true definition of innovation and uniqueness of the S-Chassis movement. No 240sx is ever the same and each owner being creative in their own way. "The car looks pretty complete now, but trust me. More to come and maybe even another car in the works. You never know." Look for Donald's own S13 to be featured in the future. Peace!

So THATS what a coma feels like.

          Yes guys. I'm okay. Now for a recap of yesterday.  Last night was pretty horrific  I'd have to say other than the photo shoot. Sexy Silva turned it around in a jiffy. Now Since i was up since 6 pm yesterday (no sleep all night until about 8 am this morning) woke up like 30 minutes ago and got to work on some photo shoots with several cars. You'll see in the coming days :)

            Rewinding to this morning, i was getting ready to go to bed at 5:40ish until the lover called me and further prolonged my sleep. I'm glad she did <3. She left a pretty incredible blog entry completely about me which is absolutely adorable and heart-warming. I'm truly lucky to have such a amazing woman in my life without a doubt and wouldn't pick anything or anyone over her. Not my pride and joy gaming rig(which i tried to sell multiple times to raise money for her), not a 240, not a million dollars. She's mine to keep. Forever, And Ever. I'll be starting a dedication set of skins for her featuring her trademark zebra print hood and truck designs and a full feature on her specially made car that i crafted for her last month. Love you babe. Talk to you in a few :) <3


"P.S: Stay tuned. Another showcase car within the next hour"

((Photography)) Red Lipstick

 
 There are women who wear solid color outfits only to compliment it with pretty bright Red lipstick to Set it off. Erik Sullivan took his solid beige colored 95 240sx and set it off with a fat lip dosage of red

        Sitting on 18" SSR Sp1's on KYB Coils and pushing 390 HP, He turns heads and breaks necks when cruising out of Sotuh london on his way    to work. Daily...

         Yes a perfectly executed stanced kouki 240 in south London that's used as a daily commuter. "I had plans to make it show only, but money became a issue and i had to sell my other 240 which was wip. I grown to attached to this one. It was either keep my baby or go after a newborn" he said

So he's gonna keep this one daily and clean until he sums up enough cash to buy yet another 240sx. Stay tuned for a S15 and S13 from this guy sometime next year.

What a day...

What a amazingly eventful day. Right after i finished my night/morning recap blog entry , about 20 minutes later, my mother left out to take David to his aunts house for the weekend (thank you jeeeeeeezus) and left me here with the cat. Now i always would love to prefer cats over dogs, but my gripe is that cats have claws. Today i was sitting down just watching videos until our cat came meowing to my chair. I don't know what it saw, but whatever it was, it wanted it and it tried to get my hand and scratched me in the process. Not even hard, it put it's paw down and ripped skin without effort...

From now on, fuck cats.

After that, not much really occurred worth noting until about 7 pm when the wifey had abit of parental issues. I calmed her down. gave her options and pointed her in the right directions and all is great now with her parents.


I discovered some more Johann Johannsson (whose music i secretly have a fondness for) and proceeded to buy the songs :) Now i have more COmpany of Heroes Soundtrack to listen to while i play :) Then i got the perfect idea to play a April Fool's Joke while the joke day was still up and running. I posted a pretty convincing status "I'm a father. yay :/" and people flocked and bought it and even my stepmom and bio-mom believed it and i went through a stern talking to just to further preserve the prank. Fun time :)


As of right now, I'm on the phone with the special one, but i interrupted her moment with one of my friends and now I'm in the dogpound of silence and it doesn't look fair for the night to end well... Again.  Oh well still love her to death even though at the moment it's kind of nerve racking.  Bai yall

Amazing nights generate long morning sleeps

I was going to make a habit at blogging twice a day. once at night to recap the day's ongoings and once in the morning to recap the night's ongoings, but because of the pretty amazing night i had, i ran out of energy and stayed planted in my cozy bed :) .

During the day i managed to fire off some minecraft creations. One ring, a Cake, and a wooden frame sign. Mind me all these are little gifts for the lover and since she hates it and wont dare play it mainly because it's caused us several arguments (I AM NOT ADDICTED :D Well...) . Now she's getting used to it and probably will keep her attitude towards it at a neutral stance until i stop making her dedication builds :D . I never made this clear yet, but I'm living with my mother who i barely seen as a child and i love her to death, but her son (i guess my brother) has a serious Cigarette issue and generally doesn't care for anyone or anything but himself getting a puff of smoke. Even if it means smoking a butt all the way down to the last millimeter. He's also incompetent making life more and more difficult and has a eating problem. 60+ USD of food gone in 2 or 3 days by him alone. Having to fuss and yell at him to smoke outside or else risk my asthma awaken (I'm very active. Don't need to lose all my muscle because of asthma coming back) and possibly getting another heart attack. Did i mention he's 33 years old and is incapable of doing anything on his own even though he's perfectly capable of getting a job and walking around to bum for cigarettes.

If i have to constantly keep stressing over these issues like I've been doing for the past month then I'm sorry mother, I'm going to have to walk out your life again. I'm not risking my health and generally healthy emotional state that I'm in currently over someone who can't have the decency to respect himself and others. this man has proven to me that he blatantly doesn't care for himself or others and uses my mother for housing and cigarettes. I will not put up with this anymore and refuse to have him bring us down financially even if it means to throw him back out on the streets where he seems he wants to live off again.

On a more positive note. Last night me and the wifey had Story Time night where we take turns using our imagination and telling stories to each other. Sometimes we make one giant story and take turns taking over, sometimes its 5 minute long story shorts. Sometimes there realistic, other times fantasy. And other times they are REALLY "fantasy" :) So far everything has been extremely peachy and before i went to bed and whilst talking to her, i was thinking about making a film project with a song that i really like when i first heard it ( Current Value- indivisible Force nanotek Remix) It's a Wip song and the cut that was released on youtube is about a minute and 20 seconds long which is perfect for a daylong worth of editing for me.

That also brings me to the project's portion of my blog. I'll make new posts under the Title "project" to signify that it's a creation of mine. I'll also being using this for awhile to host my gaming lifestyle until i get enough of a following. Once fanbase builds up, I'll branch everything off so it's nice, neat, and tidy. people who want the best of my life can come here. people interested into my graphic arts portion be it music, photography, or video can visit that blog, and people interested in my gaming lifestyle be it, my live streams which occur every now and then, any games i've played lately and etc.

I'd like to end this post on one little question. Why can i play Dead Space 1 and 2... But not Aliens Vs Predator (2010 release)? I got practically 5 minutes into the marine section and didn't even see a alien yet and quit the game...  I think i'ma save  the marine walkthrough for a live stream for you guys. Love you Aurora and others :)!

And the fairy Tale starts... Some time next month.

Happy i am at the progress of my future journey back to st.Louis to reunite with the love of my life Aurora Wrancher.  Now i'm going to be working of a video shortly to further expand my skills in video editing. Go check out my lovely wife's blog @ http://www.rorivanity.blogspot.com/ Get her some more followers and more for me too! Not looking for fame, but to further better you guy's happiness threshold. Or at least i hope reading this stuff makes a little bit more joyous on the inside.

Bear with me, i just started this, i'm still learning and with me juggling a Lover and a Life, making this thing look pretty is on the back burner :) Byeeee

Lets see how far this goes.

Hi there. New blog that i plan on keeping up with and letting those who give 2 shits enjoy someone Else's life. I'll be keeping you guys posted on daily happenings both good and bad as well as projects i may work on in terms of photography and video works. See you tomorrow!